I was a true “loner” who never fully belonged to my country, my homeland, my friends, or even my closest family. In the face of these relationships, I have never been able to eliminate the feeling of alienation and the need for solitude - a feeling that grows with each passing day. On the one hand, it can make it clear that it will limit one’s mutual understanding and support with others, but I have no regrets. Such a person would undoubtedly have to lose some of their innocence and carefreeness. On the other hand, such a person can be largely independent of the opinions, habits, and judgments of others and avoid placing his inner balance on such precarious foundations.